A note to her-own-self....Deanna..(open to all)..REMEMBER !

Crying out in such Pain, for the wrongs in the world, for those in such missary...You said,
"i shall never...could never... be happy, or have Joy, True Peace....as long as One sole was lacking.....
i Deanna, GAINING MORE PAIN & WISDOM ..ie ( prayed for patience...received;
Triles &Challanges....
it worked) T +C= more patience
began to Re-think... "not so General!
~~~~~~~~ "WHAT are YOU saying ?.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~ SEE what lurks behind it! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Then you read~~~~Prayed~~~~listened ~~~
* *"Did you think Joy was created to live always under that threat?
Always defenceless against those who would rather be miserabel then have their Self-Will crossed? ~~~~
The damand of the loveless and the selfimprisoned that they should be allowed to blackmail the universe:
That till they consent to be happy (On their Own terms)
No one else shall tast Joy:
That theirs should be Final Power;That Hell should be able to vito Heaven."
~~~~~IT MUST BE ONE WAY OR THE OTHER>>>>>>>>>
"Eather the day must come when Joy Prevails
and all the mkers of misery are no longer able to inflect it :
Or else for ever and Ever the makers of misery can distroy in others the happiness they reject for themselves.
I know it had a Grand Sound to say ye'll accept no salvation which leaves even one creature in the dark outside. But watch that sophistry or ye'll make a Dog in a Manger The Tyrant of the Universe."
EVERY DISEASE THAT SUBMITS TO A CURE SHALL BE CURED:
BUT... WE WILL NOT CALL BLUE YELLOW
TO PLEASE THOSE WHO INSIST ON STILL HAVING JAUNDICE."
* *C.S. LEWIS

i BELIEVE...i have grown.... .I am GROWING
Deanna JOY